Ini Nasi yang Kusuap

Lama tak berpuisi. Salah seorang teman zaman persekolahanku di Kedah mengingatkan aku dan rakan-rakan tentang satu sajak yang menghiasi dinding salah satu sudut sekolahku suatu ketika dahulu. Berkat ingatannya yang kuat terhadap 2 baris rangkap pertama sajak itu, aku berjaya menemukan bakinya dengan bantuan enjin carian laman sesawang yang terkenal (Google). Terimalah sajak "Ini Nasi Yang Kusuap", nukilan Masuri SN,
-Hafiz Safwan-

Ini Nasi Yang Kusuap ~ Masuri S.N

Ini nasi yang kusuap
pernah sekali menjadi padi harap
melentok dipuput angin pokoknya kerap
tenang berisi tunduk menatap


Ini butir nasi yang kukunyah
sedang kutelan melalui tekak basah
jadi dari darah mengalir
dalam badan gerak berakhir


Angin kencang mentari khatulistiwa
membakar raga petani di sawah
panas hujan dan tenaga masuk kira
dan nasi yang kusuap campuran dari manusia


Ini budi yang kusambut
pemberian lumrah beranting dan bertaut
ini nasi hasil dari — kerja
kembali pada siapa yang patut menerima


Jadi yang kumakan bukan berasal dari nasi
tapi peluh, darah, dalam isi mengalir pasti
jadi kutelan bukan berasal dari padi
tapi dari urat dari nadi seluruh pak tani


~ Masuri S.N
Sumber asal - Dunia Penyair

Something to write

Relationship...Owh...why do i picked this boring subject? Duhhhh

Ok, it's just something that I would like to share with my dear readers on how to overcome the negative feeling which can make your day (or days) unproductive.

Lesson Number 1
You can be sad, it is normal to be sad. But please ask yourself, how long it would take before you can be happy again? What can makes you happy? Why you are crying? What are other important things that had been demoted to unimportant due to your grief? Is your tears worth it?

We tend to ask 'WHY' question despite knowing that they wont get the answer. Change it to the questions I've listed above and you will realized:
1. You don't know how long it's going to be.
2. You are sad because of something which is beyond your control.
3. Family and friends are there for you. Allah is always there for you..lucky that you are still breathing.
4. You are wasting your precious time.
5. Your tears doesn't worth a thing.....

Lesson Number 2
Once you asked yourself the questions, your mind will be clearer. The next thing to do is to list everything that you should or shouldn't do...ON PAPER.

Lesson Number 3
You also will realise one thing - It's your choice...Your very own choice to be miserable.
Make yourself happy. Distract yourself, meet people, balik kampung or what ever..just make yourself happy.

Lesson Number 4
Get support from your friends or family. Make them remind you not to make the same mistakes again.

Lesson Number 5
By time, you will feel that you need someone to fill in the gap..Bullshit!!! You don't need anyone..all you need is yourself!

Lesson Number 6
Be strong...

After sometimes, you will realized that you have recovered well.
:)


-Hafiz Safwan-

Going Through a Challenging Phase of Life...

I'm going to be a 28 years old guy which just started my career as an executive cum engineer in a car selling industry 3 months ago. Thought bout furthering my study but stumbled upon the target of getting married 1st...

Then something happened this morning.
 I decided to apply for Master in Engineering Management (but i didn't have the 3 years of experience...hopefully they'll accept me) and put the 'other' thing on hold due to the absence of the main 'reason'.